
I have officially registered for my LAST semester at UTA!!! I also just sent my application in to graduate! I'm having mixed emotions now. I'm so excited to finally be done, but yet I'm nervous about my future. Will I be able to find a job? I do know I'm not ready to get a "real" job...lol! This Saturday Oct 31st I'm taking my content area test and so I'm stressing over this test! I know, I know this material but I'm a lousy test taker. I do know that my Heavenly Father would not have gotten me this far too have me fail this test. I really am looking forward to actually teaching full time and not just here and there. I did my informal lesson on Tues and I feel it went really well. I find out tomorrow what my mentor teacher thought of it!Oh my! 8th graders are different... but not so bad when you get to know them. Of course I'm still trying to learn their names and just when I do it will be time to go back to my previous assignment. My university supervisor did make a trip to the school I'm at and talked with my mentor teacher and told her to have me jump right in and start teaching! I'm wondering why she did that. It's ok since I love to teach! I think my previous mentor said too many good things about me and so she wants to see how I do with jr high kiddos. I just keep repeating my mantra---I can do this, I can do this, I can do this! Of course I am getting sick right before my test, but I still have to go Sat or lose my money ! I have been wrestling with a decision on whether or not I should change my name on the school record so it will match my teaching certification. I had to use the name of my DL to register for my test so it will match my certification. I know I have sooo many other things to think about but for some reason this is bothering me. My DL and cert will have Miller Elkins, but my diploma just has my middle name and Elkins. I just want to make sure I honor my mom for all that she has done to get me here....So, what do you think?

